Working through this, and i’ll pick myself up again, i always do. Massage, however, can also be used as a tool to guide your partner towards orgasm and squirting. Never had that issue. Instead, focus on the overall experience and let her pleasure and climax be a byproduct of the encounter.
She was just sharing a part of her life, i just took it badly. This way, no matter how long you last, no matter what your size, you will be giving her all the pleasure she can imagine.